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Jimmy’s Hall: a blueprint for community resilience in these times?

It’s a cold night and we walk across the dark Bushwood flats to a building that’s a bright coffee shop and co-working space by day, mottled light spilling in from a community garden outside – and a somehow cosy two-screen cinema by night. I see a familiar form – is that Gareth Evans? – I wonder. It is – the screening is the brainchild of the Whitechapel Gallery’s film curator, who I last saw around Eelyn Lee‘s Barbican residency for her Monster film. It’s not just a screening of Ken Loach’s 2014 film (which I’d neither seen nor knew anything of), but a post-screening interview with star Barry Ward and legendary Sixteen Films producer Rebecca O’Brien, followed with a small ceilidh band, which baby-sitter demands we don’t get much of.

For host Gareth Evans the reason for this screening in this place, at this time seems obvious: Jimmy’s Hall is as much about the Hall – gathering space for a rural community struggling 10 years after the Irish Civil War against the church, state and boredom – as about Jimmy Gralton, the only Irishman to be exiled from the country (Irish President Michael Higgins apologised in 2016). It’s uncommon for a film to focus on a building – which is why it contrasts well for me with The Brutalist. By bringing this film to a community cinema in a community building, Evans as curator deftly remind us of cinema’s original power, like theatre and stories around campfire: the gathering of a group of strangers to share in a tale. It was such a welcome and needed reminder.

Jimmys Hall film still, a girl dances a jig surrounded by others.

The news has been grim, my phone a firehose of multiple reminders of a global escalation in suffering, conflict and uncertainty, coupled with a jock-ish frat-boy influencer response that delights in ‘woke tears’. Our phones host the tech barons in our pocket, feeding our metadata and audio into their AI training engines in a way beyond the wildest dreams of the GDR, alongside a stream of micro-targeted, often false content, designed to keep us scrolling. Yet still we carry them, stroking them in our empty moments to feel some connection, some sense of being less alone with this all. And even the smaller, less commercial spaces we turn to online for this – such as the less centralised and more idealist Mastodon or BlueSky – are still a constant reminder of what’s going wrong. There’s many rightly angry voices.

Against this, cinema – by which I mean a screen in front of some strangers in the darkness – has always offered both escape and sanctuary, a temporary refugee from our realities, be they smart-phone influenced or everyday. But when paired with discussion, music, the sale of middle Eastern food as we arrived, a glass of wine, the small talk with strangers, the salted chocolate brownie, being provoked by the Q&A – cinema grows into some kind of bigger communion; less escape from, and more coming towards.

As Jimmy’s story unfolds over 1933, we see a man determined to stand by his principles as he’s attacked by church and state. But his hall – which is built on screen (much like The Brutalist) – isn’t a place for him to lecture politics, but, inspired by his experience in America’s jazz clubs, is somewhere bored locals can learn Gaelic, recite poetry, dance – and most importantly, hang out. For so much of what we yearn for, we don’t need technology more sophisticated than this – physical space to gather and support each other. Paul Laverty’s plot and dialogue saunters along like most of the films in his long-running collaboration with Loach and O’Brien, that began with Carla’s Song.

The film walks us through the ways the Irish establishment fought this community gathering, and in seeing the resilience of Jimmy in the face of it, perfectly personified by Jim Norton as fanatical Father Sheridan, there’s something oddly reassuring. However bleak and pervasive phone doom-scrolling has become, a digital-panopticon device, slipped in everyone’s pocket, that can both spy and propagandise; we still have the freedom to not have one, to leave the house and gather together. No-one forces us to carry them or open them, let alone stop us (in much of the world) from meeting; indeed the British and Irish government film boards part-financed this biopic of Ireland’s most famous communist – while both countries were governed by austerity-leaning right-wing parties.

Film still: Jimmy Gralton and Oonagh with a band behind them in the hall.

Of course I wish I wasn’t dependent on devices run by people who don’t have our best interests, or the planet, at heart – but the phone also played a small part in helping me find and remember this event where I could meet, in person, and chat – with no algorithm in the middle deciding which bit of the conversation is monetisable or where to insert a promotion for something else. And once there I forget about the device, no need to check it. So here’s cinema’s final revolutionary act – two or more waking hours with a phone turned off, many more if it’s part of a social.

I’m sorry reader that this review risks being polemic, or at least a rambling paean to the redeeming power of public gathering. But in this community cinema offers a wonderful hybrid of a prepared narrative and fellow humans, each in our own way, trying to get through. Best evening out in a long time, more please.

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Stephen Applebaum remembered

Portrait of Stephen Applebaum

I won’t pretend I knew him well, beyond one quite legendary evening at the festival that went from an unprintable story with a Hollywood A lister at a premiere party to a punch-up at the TV festival hotel bar. We met a few more times. But I knew some of his work intimately and always looked forward to reading his next submission, the interviews overflowed with insight. He seemed able to coax wisdom and fascinating stories from anyone he spoke with, he had that essential way of keeping them relaxed, I guess. Initially we paid him for a few reviews for FilmFestivals.com, but even when we had none, he continued to send us and upload Q&As that no-one else would publish. I’m not sure if it was so he could demonstrate to the publicists that the interview had been useful, or because he liked what we doing – either way we benefitted.

For Netribution 1 he brought Mark Ruffalo, Kelly Reilly and Michael White at the very start of their film careers, and Jack Cardif or John Boorman late in theirs.

In Netribution 2 he brought so much named talent and stars it made us look like a serious film journal with a budget, when we were completely no-budget bootstrapped. I was only just getting the hang of Netribution’s ‘CMS’ which meant writers could self-publish – and will never forget the night that he got the hang of it too – first an interview with Helena Bonham Carter appeared. Then Lexi Alexander, then Tim Burton. Then came Kevin Costner and Nicole Kidman – all exclusive interviews. I was in awe, and it was probably the pincacle of my experience with ‘user-generated content’ as it became to be known. It’s a great regret I never got to pay him for any of it.

But his impact was much wider – beyond his book on the Wicker Man, he gave Vidal Sassoon his last interview before he died, and managed to get countless confessions and intimate revelations from those he met over the years. He was the first film journalist I got to know, and he taught me a lot about the sometimes humiliating efforts to gain access from publicists, and engagement from interviewees. One I won’t forget is that if stuck for an opening question, he’d go for ‘what was the genesis of the film?’.

I don’t really know how to write a proper obituary for him. I can tell you he started as staff writer on VNU’s What Micro magazine, which you can read from his Blogspot. I haven’t yet figured out how best to memorialise a writer who would have had a public obituary long ago if he’d been film editor of a journal. But there’s nothing – and so for now, in nothing’s space, I’ll revisit his interviews over the coming months and republish some of the highlights and insight from them, starting with what he sent us in 2001.

Before I do, I have to share my biggest regret, of not making more effort to keep in contact with him, beyond the often hostile environment of social media. I didn’t even know he’d died until I checked his Facebook page late last year ahead of reaching out to him about Netribution’s 25th year. The shock of this in part motivated me trying to reach out to everyone I knew back then with this anniversary edition – so to finish here’s a somewhat cliché reminder to re-connect with anyone dear you’ve lost touch with, lest one day you can’t.

Remembering Stephen Applebaum, six interviews from 2001

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Mark Ruffalo in 2001, for You Can Count on Me

“I had a very difficult time. I actually quit at least 4 or 5 times. I couldn’t get a job. I had done 30 plays in Los Angeles and I couldn’t get a job. I was getting little jobs here and there, but no one was really recognising what I thought I had. I thought, ‘I’ve done all this work, why isn’t it paying off?’ That really starts to hurt your self-image; and I already had a questionable self-image coming into the game. I wasn’t like the best candidate to become an actor. I was really insecure and I didn’t particularly like myself very much.”

What did your mother say to make you not give up? It’s down to her, I believe, that you carried on?
She’d never told me to do anything before and she said, ‘I’ve let you do everything. I’ve tried to let you make all your own choices in your life but goddamit, Mark, I’m not going to let you do it.’ I wanted to go back to Wisconsin and work with my father doing construction painting. She said, ‘Goddamit, I won’t let you do it. If you give up, you’ll never forgive yourself.’ She called my dad and she basically said she’d never talk to him again if he let me come up there. It was a pretty powerful moment for me. I woke up.

Your career really started to take off when you did ‘This is our Youth’, with Kenneth Lonergan, in New York.
Yes. That period of time was like Cinderella. It was very exciting because I had come from Los Angeles theatre, and I went to New York to do a play and nobody knew who the hell I was. After our opening night we’re standing in a restaurant, having a party, and someone comes running in around 12:15, with the New York Times, and yells, ‘It’s a hit! It’s a hit!’ That was a dream!”

Did you talk to John Woo about violence? I have interviewed him a few times and on each occasion he told me how much he hates violence.
I don’t know if anyone knows this about John but his dream is to make a musical. It’s his dream. He just happens to be a fantastic choreographer and really the only way to do it if you’re not doing it with dance is to do it with action. That’s what he does, so beautifully. The way he moves the camera with the actors on Windtalkers, it’s like a huge musical production, very choreographed. He’s the most gentle, soulful, non-violent man I think I’ve ever met, yet he makes these incredibly violent films.”

Michael White, writer/actor for Chuck and Buck, 2001 (writer School of Rock, The White Lotus)

Michael White: With Chuck and Buck I do think one of the biggest taboos, at least in America, is still men relating with other men in an honest, vulnerable way. It’s something you rarely see in anything, and I just find it amusing. It’s not keeping pace with the reality of life. Men, in this day and age, are expressing their more vulnerable side. I don’t live the life of an action hero, so, in terms of my own life, those movies don’t really speak to me other than as wish-fulfillment fantasy.

Stephen Applebaum: I’ve been writing about Fight Club, and that seems to me a very old way of looking at male relationships: men relating through violence.
White: Fight Club is a perfect example of what the media … I think that it’s more acceptable to show two guys wailing on each other as a way of connecting, because then it has all the undercurrent of homoeroticism but, OK, in the end you’re both punching bags. But, you know, to call a spade like in Chuck and Buck, where one character says, ‘Do you remember when we were actually a partnership?’ I get all coiled up over something like Fight Club, because I think it’s feeding on the adolescent notion that as you turn into adolescence, you can’t relate in a real way to men. You have to freak out over two men relating. In Fight Club that whole sentiment is turned into a pathology. It’s interesting, but I think it’s a sad reality that a lot of guys think.”

I thought it was interesting that most sympathetic characters in the film were the women: they were the most nurturing or the most understanding.
Well, it goes back to the whole Fight Club thing. I just thought it would be interesting. I thought it would be interesting to have Buck on, like, this mysoginist rant, in a way. He’s writing this play about a woman who’s a witch, and he becomes friends with this actor who’s a total, full on mysoginist, but the women in the movie totally undermine their argument. They’re the most campassionate. But it’s also interesting to write a movie in which the men are conflicted and have all these, like, tortured relationships to themselves, to each other, and to their sexuality – because they can’t really, honestly, communicate about it. And I think is more true in life, too, women, certainly here in America, have an easier time relating, so they have much more equanimity when it comes to issues of this kind. The theatre manager, she sees it all going on and she understands; she’s not freaked out. I think that plays into the whole Fight Club thing: guys just have more difficulty accepting their own vulnerabilities and needs for each other in male relationships.

Continued: https://www.netribution.co.uk/features/interviews/2001/michael_white/1.html

Jack Cardiff, cinematographer, in summer 2001

“I came home one evening – I had just driven from Isleworth to Borehamwood, which is a long drive, and my mother said, ‘You’ve got to go back to the studio right away’.

“I was furious. I said, ‘Why?’ She said, ‘They’re testing operators for something – Technicolor or something – so you’ve got to go back to be tested and have an interview’. Those that had been in came out shaken because the questions were highly technical.

“When it came to my turn they started all this technical stuff and I said, ‘I don’t think I’m your man because I’m a dunce at a lot of these things’.

“So there was a shocked silence and they said, ‘How do you expect to get on?’ I said, ‘Well I’m very fond of painting, and I also watch the light’. I had formed a habit, oddly enough, of watching the light in a room.

“Anyway, they said, ‘Which side of the face does Rembrandt light?’ I said ‘This side,’ which was a guess, really. ‘And for etching, of course, it would be reversed’. That was another bluff. But the next day they told me I had been chosen.”

Continued: https://www.netribution.co.uk/features/interviews/2001/jack_cardiff/1.html

Kelly Reilly in 2001, for Peaches

Kelly Reilly: I have to say that I am not the most ambitious person in the world.

Stephen Applebaum: So the work’s the most important thing for you?
Reilly: Definitely, definitely. It must be nice to go to these parties and show your face and be bit recognised, I’m sure that must be great for a first few months or so. But I think I would just find myself in the corner, wishing all my friends were there, and going why am I here?

So where did it all start?
I can’t remember where it started. When I was very young I was always grabbing all my friends from down the street and making them put on plays with me. But I never, ever, ever, in my wildest dreams, thought that I could be an actor because I come from a working-class family.”

What do your parents do?
My dad’s a police officer and my mum’s a secretary. We’re a kind of two-up, two-down, very normal suburban household. I went to a normal secondary school. Other people do those jobs, you know? I forgot about it, kind of grew out of it, went to school and I had two brilliant drama teachers and that was it. They gave me plays to read and I just kind of felt that that was it for me. It wasn’t like, this is what I want to do but it was the only thing that pushed my buttons and I was good at it. That was when I was at secondary school.

Where did you go from there?
We put on plays every other week, there was a bunch of us at school who felt the same and we had a student drama teacher who came to tell us about this showcase he’d been on called The Casting Couch. I decided, being the arrogant 16-year-old I was, I’d have a go. So I wrote off a letter to the artistic director saying, ‘Please, please see me. I’m 16 years old, I’m great, I think you really need to see me and it would be a loss if you don’t’. She didn’t see me, but about 6 months later I got the audition and I was actually the youngest person to get on it. I got on it and I got an agent from it.

It was the scariest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I now look back on myself at 16 and go, ‘You’re a nutter’. The older I get the more I want to step away from it and not be in the spotlight and not have any attention. Then I realise I’m kind of in the wrong job. But that’s how it started. I got this agent and she gave me my first audition, which was Prime Suspect, it was a complete fluke. Before I knew it I was doing my last year of A-levels and I just had to ask my headmistress if I could take 2 months off to go up to Manchester to film. They did and I came back and that was it: the bug was there. I wanted to go to drama school, my drama teachers were very keen that you go and learn your craft, but I didn’t have the money to do it, that was one, and I was getting more work. So I thought I’m 17, let me have a go. I’ll see what happens. I got episodes on TV, that was then and I never went back.

Continued: https://www.netribution.co.uk/features/interviews/2001/kelly_oreilly/1.html

John Boorman in 2001, for The Tailor of Panama

“I think if you put people, actors for instance, under duress, something suddenly happens: you get past acting. Kubrick did that when he was making The Shining. I had dinner with Jack Nicholson and he said, ‘He did 140 takes. It took two days to do one shot. It was just exhausting.” Later I spoke to Kubrick and I said, ‘Why do that many takes?’ He said, ‘Well, I try to exhaust the actors because once they’re really tired they stop acting’. I do think there is something in putting actors into an environment like the Amazon, or putting them into heat and humidity, that they respond to. It’s all about trying to integrate the actors and the environment.

So, why do you keep returning to this theme [alienation]? You have even written that you feel alienated from your own work. When you watch your films, you said, they seem like the work of a stranger.
I don’t want to psychoanalyse myself but I suppose if you look at my preface to the script of Hope and Glory, where I am talking about the lower middle-class suburbs around London, which grew up between the wars, they were completely alienating. These were people who had no past, no history, they were refugees from the Industrial Revolution who were coming into these sunny suburbs that were clean, and they threw off their past. They were strangers to themselves and they had this kind of foolish look about them of people who don’t know what to do or how to behave. I suppose that was the thing that I came out of. And I suppose that sense of not belonging to anything is what creates that sense of alienation. I also remember that when I was a kid and we lost our house – it was completely burnt, gone, everything – I felt a great sense of freedom. Since then I’ve always eschewed material possessions, I’ve never put value on them at all.

Would you say you portrayed Panama fairly and accurately in the [Tailor of Panama]?
The people in the poorer areas of Panama were wonderful. But there was a ghastly rich community who were just awful, awful people. These were the people running the banks and all the corruption, and they were some of the worst people I’ve met in my life. They all have bodyguards because everyone’s afraid of kidnapping. Basically there are two types of kidnapping in Panama. There’s the serious one where the Columbians come over and grab someone and bring him over to Columbia where they’re bought and sold. There’s a whole trade in this kind of kidnapping and the ransom’s usually around $2-3m. Then there’s the local guys who just look for $10,000, but you have to produce it within two hours otherwise they kill the victim. We always kept a lot of money in our pocket as we went round the place just in case, but we were left alone.

Returning to Deliverance, I watched it recently and felt that the film was an anxiety dream about how masculinity has been made monstrous by being repressed by civilisation. What did you want to say with the film?
The central idea of Deliverance was that you had this river that was a metaphor, a symbol, for life, and it’s flow had been stopped by the dam, which is probably the most aggressive act that can be levelled against nature. And what’s it for? It is to generate electricity for air-conditioners in Atlanta. So these men are responsible for that in a sense. There’s this notion that you have benevolent and malevolent sides of nature, and those… were the malevolent spirits of the forest who take revenge on these men for being responsible for the destruction of this place. It is fine when people talk about being in harmony with nature and finding a harmonious place within nature, but you have to recognise that just as there is a good and an evil side in men, so there is in nature.

What do you see resulting from the schism between man and nature?
I think that it leads to neurosis. If we’re not in touch with other living things on the planet – like animals and trees, the climate and the weather – if we lose touch with all of that, then I think it leads to lots of problems and neurosis. It is easy to forget that we are all a part of nature, and to set ourselves apart is incredibly dangerous.

Continued at: https://www.netribution.co.uk/features/interviews/2001/john_boorman/1.html

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Stephen Applebaum died in February 2024. He was one of the UK’s foremost film interviewers, with interviews spanning from Beyonce and Al Gore to Michael Moore and George Clooney; Bill Murray and Terry Gilliam, to Vidal Sassoon and Paul Rusesabagina. He’s survived by his wife and two daughters.

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Ken Russell in 2001, for The Fall of the Louse of Usher

Stephen Applebaum: Would a film like The Devils be hard to make now?
Ken Russell: It would be impossible. No one would finance such a film, I would imagine.

Hasn’t the British Film Industry improved?
Well I’m not so mad on the British film industry. It seems to just produce one or two gems and then tons of mediocrity. I mean I saw, there was one the other day of people painting electric pylons.

Oh Among Giants?
Is that what it was called? I thought it was called Men Painting Pylons. And obviously it was so bad that they were desperate. Do you know what they did? They did long shots of them painting these pylons and over it they put a male voice chorus singing spiritual as though these guys from Newcastle would be singing “Nobody has known the trouble I’ve seen”. You know? All this crap. And it was watching paint dry. That was financed all very much by the British film industry. There was no excuse for it no matter what it was.

Maybe the establishment just wants new faces, new attitudes and films about social groups. You know, I’m not interested in that ever happening, I’m interested in wider subjects, wider horizons and not obvious things. New ways at looking at things. Just pointing out new excitements if you like, and so this film will be a new way at looking at Edgar Allan Poe.

What about British cinema?
I’m not interested in any of the British ones and I think that there are a lot of the American ones that are very… I don’t think enough credits given to American films these days, I think they’re very imaginative. I mean “The Thirteenth Floor” I thought was a wonderful film. I saw it on Sky. I loved it. I’ve seen it several times and it’s really quite a deep film. We all loved, at least I presume we loved the “Matrix” and we all want to see the “Matrix 2” and there is this film “Very Bad Things” which I love. And there have been a whole spate lately and they’ve come and gone very quickly but I can’t call one particular one to mind but I’ve got a sense that I’ve seen a number of very imaginative American movies that haven’t quite been exploited properly.

Continued at: https://www.netribution.co.uk/features/interviews/2001/ken_russell/1.html

Stephen Applebaum
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Stephen Applebaum died in February 2024. He was one of the UK’s foremost film interviewers, with interviews spanning from Beyonce and Al Gore to Michael Moore and George Clooney; Bill Murray and Terry Gilliam, to Vidal Sassoon and Paul Rusesabagina. He’s survived by his wife and two daughters.

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The Brutalist: does the end justify the means?

I inevitably thought of King Vidor’s Fountainhead, which I’d loved when I saw it in my late teens before better understanding what Ayn Rand was saying (tldr: pesky society and democracy standing in the way of individualists / wannabe dictators). I maybe should rewatch it, the lone uncompromising ‘genius’ is an entire political project in the US now, taking a chainsaw to a civil sector collectively crafted over decades. There’s of course parallels between Howard Rourke and Tóth – the uncompromising triumph of the self – but the difference in the Brutalist strikes me that the relationship with the wife is everything. It’s not a marriage of equals, it is ‘woman supports man’s drive to manifest an absolutely singular vision’. Yet she’s also his saviour and better half, who unlocks him from himself, and here Rourke seems the closer analog to Musk than Tóth.

Still from the Fountainhead - Howard Rourke, stands proud, hands on hip, on his construciton, the camera looks up at him.
Still from the Fountainhead. Dominique Francon, riding crop in hand, looks down at a sweating Rourke who has been working with stone in the sun.

László and Erzsébet’s stressed but concrete love reinforces the rest of the story and is enough to suggest this could be a Great Film. It’s not about buildings or architects or post-WWII America or Jewishness – but a love that survives multiple challenges. There’s still, however, a few flourishes – some monologues that linger like late Tarantino, and could benefit from a trim, a few flourishes in the final scenes that seem more than is needed. Still, it is immensely confident – you can see how director Brady Corbet as an actor got to watch Haneke and von Trier at work, carrying some of that absolute self belief as an artist. This is obviously reflected in Tóth architect, and perhaps drives part of Corbet’s interest in the story.

The Brutalist still - László embrace Erzsébet from behind, in front of some drawings.

Where I was left somewhat alienated, but also deep in thought, was towards the end (so stop reading this next three paragraphs if you’ve not seen the film but plan to). The 80s-hewed epilogue message is ‘it’s the destination not the journey’ and I found this counter-point to conventional wisdowm challenging. It makes sense in the context of architecture – perhaps even filmmaking: the construction is messy and maybe unpleasant, but the artwork endures intact forever after. However, there’s a parallel story in this film about Israel, and doing Aliyah (the process of a Jewish person moving to Israel).

The film’s conclusion seems to be presented as “we’re not welcome in America, we must go to Israel, even though we’re not very religious”. I can see why at a time when otherwise liberal voices call for the destruction of Israel over its war crimes (but not America, UK, Turkey – or a similarly aged Pakistan), we are reminded of the backdrop of race-hate that accompanied Israel’s creation. Many holocaust survivors concluded the same as Erzsébet; but many didn’t. My distant cousin Hugo Wistreich describes in his memoirs returning to to Poland as a teenager after surviving a Siberian Soviet prison camp, only to be met with pogroms from Poles trying to ‘finish the job’; his friend watches her father shot in front of her after he’d survived the war. I can completely understand how a journey to Israel was so compelling. Hugo describes how on his first visit there being stunned to discover Jews aren’t lesser beings, but capable of being anyone from the policeman to the Prime Minister – something he’d not believed before. He makes the most moving case for the existence of Israel I’ve ever read. But Hugo settled in America like millions, and thrived there.

The conclusion of this film, and this message of ‘destination not the journey’ excludes this experience, and assimilationists like the rest of my Jewish family (who were Bundists, not Zionists). If Corbet was Jewish I’d not question this, but he isn’t. A message of ‘we’ll never be welcome, that’s why we need our own country’ feels incomplete at a time when both antisemitism is escalating and American Jews are challenging their relationship to Israel. None of this negates the film as a whole, which is obviously a major accomplishment. Furthermore, accompanying this ‘end justifies the means’ message with Tóth reinforcing the myth-of-the-lone-genius – which could be argued by any who justify brutality in pursuit of peace. It’s a worldview relevant to auteurs and ‘move fast break things’ Silicon Valley tech barons, but seems dated and impractical in the every-day world where taking a chainsaw to something broken, Musk-style, is a sign of madness, not genius. Most film auteurs will confess their strength is only as good as their team of artists and actors, and how well they work together. Still, Corbet is smart enough to show the solitude of this path – we aren’t shown Tóth happy at the end, just vindicated. [spoilers end]

Promo for VistaVision. It says "The reason for the superior quality is the size of the negative" and compares the large VistaVision negative against a 35mm release print.

All that said, I want to watch the film again in a year or two to see if it shrinks or grows. There’s a counter-intuitive quality to László and Attila’s relationship I don’t often see on film – so much is wrong, yet it endures somehow; it’s also thrilling to watching someone carry a vision through with such passion and perfectionism. The building gets built! Art about artists can be a bit intoxicating, especially when shot so magnificently. I’m just still not sure how strong the foundations on which it stands are, which will take time to measure.

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Chili & Raja

They are in my care. I feed them once a day and walk them twice. I provide emotional security too, for their family is holidaying on other continents. This is why I am here. And they are too my living, breathing companions on this winter trip. Almost everything I do is in their company. 

At the beginning I confused their names, and was embarrassed. I saw Chili as a King, as a Raja I suppose. Now I see that his warmth, like a mild chili pepper, reveals itself but slowly. Raja is more a prince than a king among dogs; a spiritual leader. This was my confusion.

Raja
Male
6 years old
Teddy bear gold with a Santa white chest
Burmese Mountain Dog?
Two, precise cat claw scars on snout

Chili
Male
7 years old
Mountain lion brown, sorry panda eyes
Rottweiler-lab cross?
Benign chest lumps. White snout smear

When I wake, they come to me, jolly pleased to be alive, and to share that, and so I say, ‘Morning boys, how did you sleep?’ Heads are patted. There’s some big shaking of warmth and satisfaction, some snorting and rubbing up against my leg.

Yes, it’s just the three of us here over the winter, on this remote corner of an Aegean island. I’m sure their morning greeting would be the same in any other circumstances, and company. They are dogs after all and this is a morning ritual. But I also know how important I am to them.

Two golden dogs, one resting their chin on the other's neck.

Of course, they immediately expect us to go for a walk. I am their pack leader, and there’s work to be done across the territory; boundaries to be maintained, sniffing of course, and urinating scent, but it’s the thrill of the patrol that excites beneath. It’s what dogs do in the morning. Almost everything around the walk, bar the eating, is a zen experience for a dog.

When I wake however, I am foremost a human being, with contemporary human needs. I would like some coffee. I’d like to do some scrolling over a few cigarettes, brush teeth, maybe pee, depending on the day. So Chili and Raja must wait. And with each short trip to the kitchen, bathroom or desk, even a shift of buttock in my chair, their attention is raised and the question, ‘are we going?’ again raised.

Suspicions are aroused when I don my socks, for at all other times I am barefoot. As I approach their collars and leads, the game is up.

Walk time is marked but a quick crescendo in dog energy. There is high excitement when the collars are to be attached. Chili cannot contain himself at this time. There are whines and budging and stretching with deep sighs and random movements of neck that mostly delay the departure. Raja though, that gorgeous zen master, stands just where I need him, pouring lovegold and precious gems from his baby seal eyes. (Raja. How you adore me. I am a God to you, Raja. You smell like my first teddy bear and I love you.)

And so, eventually we go. There are local cats to be fed. The energy shifts while I stumble through a craziness of hungry feral pleaders. They don’t give a fuck about me or the dogs. Give us food!, they whine, they moan, while they GET IN THE WAY. There’s a white one that hisses hate between miaows. ‘Devil Creature’, I mutter. Yes, cats are Satan’s spies.

The dogs are pleased when I retrieve them from this nonsense. I say, ‘Stupid Cats. What was all that about?’ I scatter a handful of cat biscuits. These are vacuumed up and off we go.

On the lead, Chili is a calm, noble companion. His gruff, street demeanour changes to something more patient and considered. Raja just pulls. I had to speak severely about this on the earlier walks, but now it is just a brief tug and a look. Then he is highly aware, because he is a hunter-killer and this conflicts with his very deep desire to please me.

On the shallow beach where the waves boulder in, I release my friends from the leash. Their work begins. 

Recording events, marking territory, scanning for past intruders, noting who and when. Revolting articles of decaying matter can now be eaten, sheepishly. And of course a quiet poo atop a chosen shrub, eyes with guilty glances.

Some adjectives..

Chili
Gruff, sad, horny, masculine. Insecure attachment. Loyal, Big Brother, Mob Boss. Alpha, guardian, watchful, sensitive. Nightclub doorman. Middleweight boxer.
Dear Misunderstood Chilli. I wouldn’t mess with him in a dark alley.

Raja
Svelte, exotic, desert nymph. Love and tenderness. Arabian Beauty. Stone-Cold-Killer. Athlete, healer, fleet, secure, devotee. Zen teacher. Youth.
My sweet, emotional guide, Raja.

And some characteristics…

When Raja is at a fast trot, his front left paw flicks out to the side, like Charlie Chaplin, comic and endearing. With his head in my lap he makes light, lip smacking noises, like a toddler eating ice cream. Nothing could be more tender than this.

Chilli most wants someone to play with him. He likes rough games. He’s vocal and has a deep gruff voice that is a bit scary. Being Alpha dog he must be first to enter and exit a door or a gate. Except for me, but I let him go first sometimes.

Dog Commands (in brackets my clumsy pronunciations)

  • Έλα (élla) is in regular use. It means ‘Come’
  • έλα εδώ (élla d’oh) ‘Come here’. Serious uses only.
  • Περιμένετε (Périmené) ‘Wait.’ Limited effectiveness with Chili.
  • Φάω (Fai-i`) ‘Eat’ Dog ears prick at these phonemes.
  • Πάμε (Pa`mé) ‘Let’s go / go on’ Raja takes this as permission to sprint wildly.
  • Πάμε βόλτα  (Pa`mé volta) ‘Let’s go for a walk’ 
  • Όχι (O-hi) ‘No.’
  • Μη (Mi!) ‘Do Not’  – eg attack that baby hedgehog
  • Μπισκότο (Biscoto) ‘Biscuit’ I’ve been calling it Biskotaki?

In the early days they were confused without their family. I’d been with them for 10 days already but the departure of their loved ones was new. Raja looked to me immediately and was secure in both my company and the routine. Chili remained confused for a week or so. He ‘displayed’ regularly and was needy.

Needy of what, he knew not.

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